there are two medicines . two sufi women coming into my kitchen one evening holding a little cobalt blue glass bottle. they said "hold out your hands, we have a gift for you"
and they placed in my hands a little cobalt blue glass bottle, that they said contained the essence of the divine love of the blessed virgin mary. they said it would help heal my heart.
one of the beautiful sufi women took the bottle from me and asked me to place my left hand on her heart as she placed her left hand on my heart and then she dropped a few drops of the blessed virgin mary water into my mouth.
today,
felicity said to take thirteen stamen from white datura flowers. there were three blossoms on my datura plant, this is unusual, as they never bloom this time of year. there were 19 stamen all in all but i took only thirteen. felicity said that if i take the thirteen stamen and wrap them in silk and sleep with them under my pillow from this full moon to the next full moon then i will no longer be tied to the karmic cord between stefan and I. i will no longer be trapped in the desire for him and my dream of us.
this i did today.
i asked the flowers for their permission to take their stamen. and wrapped them in a piece of worn dupioni silk, the color of a faded red rose.
tied them with white silk ribbon . placed the bundle under my pillow , now.
today is Aimee's birthday.i took LSD the day you were born and came to the hospital with my friend Lani and were were so high and your were so incredibly amazing, and i bet you still are.
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