Venus conjuncts Neptune

You will never know how many times I called out to you baby in this deluge

I  did a beat  down  in the watershed

 I

 among the lichen 

 did puja    

 sustenance

           symbiosis

I  wrote your name on a piece of wakame I foraged from the San Andreas fault just before she breaks  open

I make shoes of wild nori

 I drink the tide and the seafoam as if it were a fine stout

 I will never stop loving no I never will  foolish as that may seem.

If we make our hearts hard against those who loved us we will die a dry abandoned cardboard  box  empty  &   ungrateful

How about these tides  
      ?   


      how about the birds now    quiet    as Spring arrives drowned in despair and astonishment .

  River. Swollen. Crested.

uranus ingress into aries, yo Jupiter!

American Prayer (Hour)