1. the smell of soil in the spring
2.lilacs
3.thoughts on clutter
4.the gorgeousness of all things painful
5.faith
6. how i felt when i found out henry rollins is gay
7.the magic of scented smoke and ritual powders
8.cobalt blue
9. the allegory of despair
10.on being a seeker
11. on being sought after
12.body scars and deliberate piercing
13.aleopecia
14.the physiology of the broken heart
15.the stunning silence of forest
16.cooking as practiced art of witchcraft
17. bones first hint of fire
18.scraping blood off the floor with my fingernails
19.silk millinery flowers and the scent of my mother's hair
20.sterling silver and the elegance of my father's shirts
